Was it easy for you like it was easy for me?
Be honest did you think I did it just so I can finally feel free?
If I was alone back when it all went down,
Would you still be gone, and would the world still be round?
You come up, I feel nothing.
But it hurts in my head cause I know I should feel something.
You hate my guts and its plain to see.
Why would anyone like you go for me?
I thought about it all the time it was tough.
Im much number sitting in my own dust.
Don't get me wrong I swear I low key fucking hate you.
Look at the months you know I never would dictate you. You did the things you know would kill me inside.
Now I'm standing tall and keeping my pride.
Why am I so content with darkness and no sunset?
I'll laugh but I can't tell you how I feel.
Days in between hold no secrets close to me.
I hope if I asked you, you'd say the same thing.
"You're not the same kid from 916"
Waldgrave finally said to me.
But I know what I left behind.
In JDP (Jesse Davidson's Park), that's where you'd say to me "I can fall asleep in your arms. lay with me"
There's no time to waste, there's no time to stay, and I'm mad you have to leave.
And I'm mad you had to leave,
End our night for crowded rooms and strong drinks.
I never wanna write about you again.
I swear you're like a tunnel and I'm seeing no end.
Everything's gonna be okay.
Ashes lay, my soul is still.
Ask me to leave, you know I will.
Who are you?